Sunday, September 2, 2018

When God Set up Some Time for Me and My Son


I sent my oldest boy off to college the other day.  He's 18. He's a musician.  He's going to Berklee School of Music in Boston.  He's got scholarships. Significant ones.  He's worked his whole young life for this.  It's his dream to go there.  He wants this chance and not just to play the piano.  He wants to perform.  He wants to sing. It's in his blood.

The traditional route for him would've been to continue his classical piano track and study piano performance.  He won numerous piano competitions.  He played a concerto with the Utah Symphony; but that's not quite where his heart is at.  He yearns to create.  He yearns to connect through his own unique approach to composing and putting sounds together to move you.  That's what he's meant to do.

I always said to myself growing up that I would totally support my kids if they were unique enough to know what they wanted and to pursue it with all their passion.  God must have prepared me for this mission.  I was sent a son who would go for his dream with all his might.  I can see part of myself in him.  It wasn't my path to pursue a single track in music or some other endeavor, but because of my personality, I know what it's like to have those feelings, to have that drive.  So I believe that it was God's blessing to me to send me a son like that.  Hopefully it is a blessing to him too.

The other day, a few days before he left, he told me that he and a friend were going to take a drive up to northern Utah to see the Spiral Jetty.  The Spiral Jetty is a grand spiral composed of black lava rocks that sits out on a remote and isolated beach on the Great Salt Lake.  It was created as a natural work of art many years ago. I don't know exactly when it was built.  You can Google it.  It's really quite remarkable and other worldly.  You feel like you're on an alien planet when you go there just because of the environment.  It's like no other place that I know of on earth.

My son wanted an adventure before he had to leave to go to school.  Believe me, there is nothing like this place in Boston or anywhere in the east.  So off he went.  I was a little concerned because he told me that he would be driving the old van out on a dirt road.  Something inside said, "Oh I don't know if I want him driving out there in the van."  But I let him go anyway.  I warned him to be careful.

Anyway, he took off and I forgot even that he was gone.  Later it got close to midnight and he still hadn't come back.  I wasn't really worried and I was tired, so I went to bed.  Dad's can do that.  We don't worry in the same way that Moms do.  I figured that he was 18, I had taught him well, so no worries.

I woke up the next morning.  I was fired up because I just started a new sales job.  I had been unemployed for 6 months.  That was not pleasant and I had all this pent up energy and I wanted to get out and work and visit my new customers.  I love to get on the road with a purpose and make things happen.  That's part of the drive that my son and I both have.  We need to be out doing something that matters and that fills us up, something that accomplishes something, something good.  So I started out that day looking to kick it in my new job.

I walked out of my bedroom to start the day and I happened to glance into my son's room.  He wasn't there.  Empty bed. Hmmm...  What the heck?  Maybe he just drove back to his Mom's house.  I continued to get ready to start my day.

I called him when I got in the car but no answer.  I left a message.  "Call me as soon as you get this.  I need to know where you are.  I'm sure you just went to your Mom's house."  A few minutes later I get a call from him but there was no voice on the other end of the line.  I hung up.  A few minutes later another call comes in.  I answered.  It was my son.  "Where are you?"  I ask.  "Did you drive to your Mom's house last night?"

"Ugh.. Well... Dad... That's the thing.  Something crazy happened last night."

"What?!!"

"Ya, well we were driving out to the Spiral Jetty on the dirt road and we almost got there and then the right front tire blew.  I could hear the puncture and air just leaking out of it.  I pulled over to the side of the road and I know how to change a tire and all but I couldn't get the last lug nut off.  It is stuck on there like cement.  I also can't get the spare tire loose up under the van.  It's stuck too. Three people stopped to try to help us but none of them could make that thing budge.  My friend called Triple AAA but they won't come out to help us on a dirt road, so we just hitch hiked back into Brigham City and stayed in a hotel last night.

Oh crap! I'm thinking to myself.  Now I'm going to have to hire a tow truck to go out there and pull it out.  It will cost me a fortune to do that.   I don't wan't to have to do that.  The other alternative is to just go drive out there and try to change the tire myself, but I don't want to mess up my own car driving back there.  What am I going to do?  I'm also not too thrilled that he didn't call me the last night to tell me what was going on.  He shouldn't leave me in the dark like that.  But on the other hand, I'm kind of satisfied that he used his own brain and common sense to handle his situation.  I did teach him some independence after all.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm in Brigham City and my friend got a ride and someone is going to pick us up and take us back to Salt Lake."

"Wait. Don't go anywhere.  I'm coming up your way anyway for an appointment.  I'll just come and get you after my meeting."

"Okay Dad.  I guess I can wait."

So there he waited for me at the Brigham City Library.  That was fortuitous that I was actually going up his way anyway.  Okay.  No big deal.  I'll get the problem solved and just make some more sales calls while I'm in the area I think to myself.

So a couple of hours later I arrive at the Brigham City Library.  There he is just chilling and looking at stuff on his cell phone.

"Hey Boy!  What's up?"

"Aw Dad.  You're here.  I just had the coolest adventure!"

He proceeds to tell me all about his adventure getting the blow out, trying to change the tire,  exploring the otherworldly environment, and hitch hiking back and staying in a hotel.  He was relishing the experience.  I'm taken back a little, the old me might of gotten after him for taking the old van out on the dirt road in the first place, getting a flat tire and not calling me when it happened, but that's really not me anymore.  I see that he had a really good experience.  I see that he acted like an adult like I taught him and he used some decent judgement and solved his own immediate problem.

"Okay."  I say.  "How far away is the van?"

"Oh, it's about an hour away from here."

"What???  And how far is it down the dirt road?"

"Ugh.  It's about 15 miles on the dirt road, but don't worry Dad, your car will be fine."

Well there goes my first day of calling on customers and getting my new job going.  An hour there, an hour fixing the problem possibly, another hour back to Brigham, another hour to get new tires put on if we're lucky, and another hour back to Salt Lake.  Well this work day is blown I realize.  I start to get irritated for a second there, but then I think better.  This is just a great opportunity for me to spend a little more time with my son.  It's like the outing I should have planned for us in the first place.  Maybe God took a little time and let me spend some good quality time with son my before he leaves.  This is a transition time now.  Things are changing.  Life keeps transforming itself.  My kids are growing up and leaving me.  They're going to school.  They're getting married.  This is one memory that my son and I can have while he still is in my home.  It's one last time when he's still kind of a kid.  Maybe this is the time that God has given me to love and to continue to build a relationship with my son before he leaves.

The realization passes over me and any frustration I feel starts to dissolve.  My attitude starts to change.  I say a silent prayer of thanks to God because I begin to see his hand in this.  I will go with this plan.  I will spend this quality time with my son and I won't worry about anything else.  So I move forward.

First we go over to Ace Hardware and I get some WD 40.  That helps a myriad of problems.  At least it has in the past.  Then we go get my car gassed up.  Then we hit up Wendy's and I get the chicken salad because I'm on a diet and all.  I've lost 9 pounds so far.  Pretty good!  Anyway, we begin to talk.  We talk about cars.  We talk about music.  I tell him what is was like in the 80's.  We talk about philosophy.  We talk about my diet and when it's okay to eat some dessert.  We talk about God.  We talk about spirituality.

On the way out to the Spiral Jetty my son tells me.  "I'm grateful for how you raised me Dad.  You taught me about how to be honorable and to have good morals.  I don't regret that you raised me in a religious home.  I don't regret that you raised me Mormon."

"And I don't regret ever having you as my son.  It's been an honor and a privilege to be your Dad.  I have never been disappointed in you.  I'm proud of you and always will be."

We keep driving down the dirt road.  Finally at mile 14 we catch site of the old van.  It's sitting there looking forlorn on the side of the road as if it's been waiting an eternity for us.

I get down to see the problem on the right front side.  I'm praying that God will help me get that lug nut off so I can change the tire.  The lug wrench is already on the nut.  I pull it off and then spray it generously with WD 40.  I reapply the wrench and put my hands on it and  begin to apply pressure but it doesn't move even a little.  It defies me, but I'm not too worried yet.  I lift my foot and place it strategically on that wrench and I push down with great force.  Still nothing.  The lug nut is laughing at me now.  Next I actually stand up on top of the wrench with my full weight and start bouncing on top of it.  A jumping 220 pound man doesn't even make it move an inch. Not even a centimeter.

I'm starting to sweat now in my slacks, my button down dress shirt and dress shoes.  Crud!

Somehow my son gets reception on his cell phone and looks up on You Tube how to get a stuck lug nut loose.  The video goes through everything I already tried but then adds a new twist: The idea of  a cheater bar.  Just attach a cheater bar to the end of the wrench and apply pressure and the lug nut loosens up like butter.  Well dang!  Why didn't I think of that?  Simple!

The only problem is that I don't have said bar.  I rummage around in the trunk of my car and get out a long ice scraper.  Remove the brush and you have a cheater bar.  The only thing is, that  this little bar is aluminum.  It's weak at best.  I could bend it easily across my knee, but what the heck.  We give it a try and sure enough it bends and breaks.  Note to self.  Buy a new ice scraper before winter.

Well, we had tried about everything I could think of but I wasn't giving up yet.  We were out in the middle of nowhere.  How much would a tow truck cost to come this far out from Brigham City with a 14 mile journey on a dirt road?  I didn't want to know, so I did what any Dad and former football player would do.  I put my foot on the wrench one more time and pushed with all my might. I was praying at the same time mind you.  It wasn't budging again but then wait, I hear a little screech and my foot starts to lower and by golly that lug nut actually loosened and  I got down and turned that wrench with much delight and removed that dang nut.

"Yes!  You did it Dad!  You got it!  You used your Dad magic and got that thing to loosen!  Thank you so much!" My son is exuberant.  I'm pretty happy myself.

We managed to get the spare loose and lowered it to the ground under the undercarriage of the van.  It looked pathetic and likely had never been used for the 17 years of the van's existence.  We got it on the wheel and I tightened everything down and we were ready to go.

I looked up at my son with a little sweat dripping from my brow and asked him.  "Well, did you ever get to see the Spiral Jetty?"

"No we didn't.  It's just one mile away from here around that big bend on the other side of that mountain."

"Well jump in my car then and let's go see it.  The old van can wait a few more minutes.  We need to see that Jetty."

And so we did.  We got in my car and carefully headed over there.  When we arrived we viewed an exceedingly curious  spiral formation made out of volcanic rock like I mentioned, and it was really quite impressive to look at.  It was just way out in the middle of nowhere.  As my Grandpa would say, "It was to hell and gone."  That's how far it felt out there. But you know, sometimes being out in the middle of nowhere gives you a feeling of awe like you're part of a world that's much larger than yourself.  You catch a glimpse of God's creation and the majesty of it, even in a desolate area like that.  My son gets it and so do I.

We spent a little time at the Jetty and I took some pics and I let my son walk out onto it.  I didn't want to go that far because I was in my dress clothes for work.  I didn't want to get all sandy and dusty and possibly muddy too, more than I already was, so I just stayed and watched as my son went down a rocky incline and out onto the Jetty.  He came back up a little while later and we got back into the car.

On the return we were greeted by a very large white pelican just staring at us from the side of the road.  It didn't get spooked or anything.  It just stood there as we slowly passed it as if it was used to cars and people passing by gawking.  My son took some pictures.  Note to self.  Get him to send those pics.  I forgot about that till right now.  Maybe the white pelican was a sign of peace and tranquility for us.  Maybe his wings represented the freedom that my son was going to have as he left for his new adventure in college.  We can look at it that way if we want to.  Why not?

Anyway, we got back to the old van.  My son jumped in and slowly followed me back to civilization.  We got to Brigham and I bought two new front tires for it and had them installed.  We only stopped once on the way to make sure those lug nuts were tightened down enough for the journey.  The old spare lasted and did the job.

Later we made it back to Salt Lake safe and sound.  Mission accomplished.  I know this might seem like just another day in the life of a father but I'll always remember that day when God worked things out for me to have a great experience with my son before he totally left his youth and became a full grown man.  Somethings happen in life at the right time and the right place.  The significance of these experiences is not lost on me though they may seem commonplace to others.

Oh, and one more thing.  I know it was God that helped me loosen that nut too.

God is in all the details of our lives if we only have eyes to see and ears to hear.  Listen with your ears and see with your eyes.  Feel with your heart.  There is more going on your life than just what the five senses show.  Our relationships have meaning. There is a deep and rich spiritual world available to all of us who are willing to see it and experience it.  Open your heart so that you can know it. Dive in and see truth behind the mundane my friends.  We are spiritual beings having a mortal experience.

There is more just on the other side of the bend.


Bless you all my brothers and sisters.















6 comments:

  1. Tu exito aconteció en el momento exacto en que hicistes la oración. Muy bella historia! Verdaderamente Dios te regaló de forma muy impressionante! Eres un Padre lleno de amor por tus hijos! Te felicito hermano! Graciasss por compartir una vez más tus ricas experiencias!

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  2. Brett, This was a great story and testament of how Heavenly Father works wonders in our lives. I am glad you were able to take advantage of this precious time with your son.

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